Slump

I am in a slump.

I've been pretty sick for the last week and a half. I'm still praying but I feel disconnected. Alone. I've been here before. It's almost always because I've stopped looking for God. I've stopped reading scripture. I become numb.

Guess I have a bit of an excuse, being sick and all. But it is still a drag.

Then there have been some rough things going on in my family that have been disheartening. You know, long term problems that are not going to go away any time soon. Stuff that weighs on your mind, but you just have to live with. I think that kind of makes me feel let down by God. Sounds dumb when I write it out like that. But its the honest truth.

I hope I am well enough to make it to church tomorrow. I sure need the boost.